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Sat Oct 11, 2008, 2:40 AM
I feel like a piece of shit. Right now I'm in a relationship and he's amazing. Truly the best person I've ever met. Before this relationship I had no other previous ones and had thought i would end up single for the rest of my life. Now that i am in a relationship i feel as if i've become even more self-conscious about self (and not in a good way). He always tells me how great, beautiful, and perfect I am. But i see otherwise. I feel worse now cause i feel like he should have the best in every way and I am not that. we've talked about this before and it makes him sad that i feel this way but i think as time has progressed i feel worse and worse. I don't know what to do. I feel like i shouldn't be in a relationship if i'm feeling so self-conscious all the time. if i can't accept myself for who i am then how can i ever fully accept this wonderful person. i think i should end it til i gain self confidence, but problem is who knows when that will be. i'm constantly comparing myself to others and i'm never good enough for myself. and since i'm not good enough for myself how could i possibly be good enough for anyone else. besides who would want to be in a relationship with someone who's constantly whining about how crappy they are? No one. I don't know what to do. Any advice or comments would be appreciated. Thank you!!

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:iconpapadre:
thank you for the favs ;)
:iconayerc:
My Spear house is done...finally! I'm so tired now...

I'm glad we're doing this new project as well, it'll be a really good experience. I wasn't looking forward to Glenn's addition project. Sorry you guys are stuck with it.

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The creation continues incessantly through the media of man.

-Antoni Gaudi
:iconsailorslytherin:
Thanks for the fave. ^_^

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I'm Magma in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
:iconterraforever:
Thank you sooo much for the fav on my Narnia fanart doodle!

And you have a great gallery btw!

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Our minds may not always remember, but our hearts will never forget.
Terra's Art of Doodling Gallery: [link]
:iconayerc:
Thanks for the faves!

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The creation continues incessantly through the media of man.

-Antoni Gaudi
:iconicemother:
Thanks for faving my artwork.. doesn't happen often :hug:

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"Through my eyes I see Art in Nature which I transform into Nature in Art."
:iconariel22:
Your welcome! I don't know why you don't get more you're good. keep on at it! ;-)
:iconicemother:
:lol: thanks :D

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"Through my eyes I see Art in Nature which I transform into Nature in Art."
:iconlailichka:
thanks for the :+Fav: for at last

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:iconueli:
thanks for the fav! ^^

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